This day is not turning out the way that i had hoped it to be. It's gone from semi-tolerable to please someone strap me to my bed and leave me there for a month so i do not have to face the world.
Another day....another non-dollar....
Just checked bank balance and it isn't a pretty sight. Infact, my eyes fell right out of my head and rolled off into the nether regions of the floor beneath my desk. Good thing i am a decent typer and know where the keys are. Otherwise you are all fucked.
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UNTITLED
As twilight creeps in
and the stars start their dance,
I search for a sign
that we have a chance.
As the sky stretches out
with its periwinkle hue,
I'm overwhelmed by emotion
these feelings for you.
If i reach up my hands
rearrange the stars,
spell out before you,
what could be ours.
If i spoke to the moon
my hopes and my dreams.
Would he shine on your face
and reveal those things?
Should i beg the angels
to open the heavens above?
Have them shower upon you
the blessings of love.
Should i just wait
for a dark, moonless sky?
Release all my dreams,
and to you say goodbye. ( tt06.09.00 )
Though i wrote that foever ago the emotion applies today.
I'm depressed :(
my body is
just flesh and bone
what's in my heart
and in my soul
equated to physical beauty
would blind you
where you stand